{"id":29,"date":"2017-11-07T11:59:00","date_gmt":"2017-11-07T11:59:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/141.148.246.190\/index.php\/06-3\/the-insensitive-hybrid\/"},"modified":"2022-04-19T09:54:06","modified_gmt":"2022-04-19T09:54:06","slug":"the-insensitive-hybrid","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blog.alexisveenendaal.com\/index.php\/2017\/11\/07\/the-insensitive-hybrid\/","title":{"rendered":"The Insensitive Hybrid"},"content":{"rendered":"<div id=\"SITE_CONTAINER\">\n<div id=\"main_MF\">\n<div id=\"BACKGROUND_GROUP\">\n<div id=\"BACKGROUND_GROUP_TRANSITION_GROUP\">\n<div id=\"site-root\">\n<div id=\"masterPage\" class=\"mesh-layout\"><main id=\"PAGES_CONTAINER\" tabindex=\"-1\"><\/p>\n<div id=\"SITE_PAGES\">\n<div id=\"SITE_PAGES_TRANSITION_GROUP\" class=\"_2YGAo\">\n<div id=\"cgla\" class=\"Ry26q\">\n<div class=\"_3CemL\" data-testid=\"page-bg\">\n<div class=\"_3K7uv\">\n<div id=\"Containercgla\" class=\"_1KV2M\">\n<div class=\"\" data-mesh-id=\"ContainercglainlineContent\" data-testid=\"inline-content\">\n<div data-mesh-id=\"ContainercglainlineContent-gridContainer\" data-testid=\"mesh-container-content\">\n<div id=\"TPAMultiSection_kfs95fbo\">\n<div class=\"TPAMultiSection_kfs95fbo\">\n<div>\n<div class=\"use-media-queries\" style=\"--root-width: 100vw;\" data-hook=\"responsive-listener\">\n<div class=\"NqOR6 blog-background-color PJALf is-desktop app-desktop\">\n<div>\n<div>\n<div id=\"new-blog-popover-root\" class=\"_9KIBf\">\n<div id=\"content-wrapper\">\n<div class=\"znjNN FpkmF G+Ew8 blog-post-page-font\" data-hook=\"post-page\">\n<div class=\"ePykw\">\n<div>\n<div>\n<div>\n<div>\n<div class=\"_8slRW\">\n<article class=\"ms7aY blog-post-page-font blog-card-background-color blog-card-border-color blog-text-color undefined\" style=\"border-width: 0;\" data-hook=\"post\">\n<div class=\"rZ4lf\">\n<div class=\"ZpV9q\">\n<div class=\"SFQRB\" data-hook=\"post-description\">\n<article class=\"blog-post-page-font\">\n<div class=\"post-content__body\">\n<div class=\"DHTiu\">\n<div class=\"DHTiu\">\n<div class=\"LUaQN qUxWM _3Z+zE\" style=\"--rce-text-color: #ffffff; 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